Salt

I’ve been driven into my sea of thoughts recently and I lived there for more than a week or so, but luckily I got my escape route and took it right away. When I woke up this morning, I have a smile in my face which makes me ask “What the?” I should be sad or down with what happened to me, but while I’m driving my way home, I’ve been thinking why am I happy instead of being sad? And then I realized that I’m happy because I love someone. Even though it didn’t work because of the bizarre situation, I am very satisfied that I didn’t hold back. I know myself best and I know I am the type of person who doesn’t fall inlove that easily. That’s why I didn’t hold back and love the person even though I know it’s not the right and wise thing to do. It hurts yes, but the satisfaction that I’m feeling right now swipes all the tears and sufferings. I’ve been through a lot this past few months and I’d say that I’m enjoying a lot every second of my life here in our hometown. I’ve been learning a lot. YES! A lot! I’m very blessed to meet all the people who are always there for me specially when I need them most.

I’m missing my old hobbies! I’m missing my old friends, I’m missing everything. I don’t know why I’m feeling this now, and because of this feeling, I keep typing without even thinking what to write so for readers please bear with me.

Mixed emotions are troubling me, I can’t think of anything to do. But there’s one thing I know for sure. I’m Happy♪ see that? I can still smile, laugh and enjoy this day to the fullest because at least right now, everything is clear to me and I can set a new goal for myself, I’m planning to dedicate myself to what I’m doing pursuing right now and won’t allow myself to be bothered by unnecessary things. I don’t want to risk the things that I have because of my selfishness so I’m going to avoid to commit those mistakes again. I will be more careful, I’m going to think ahead of time before I blurt out a thing. But not for now,

Since I’m not making any sense here, I think I should fix myself now because I’m going to be late for work, and also, I’m planning to cut my hair today, or maybe tomorrow so for those people who already saw me, look forward for a new me. I’m not going to show myself that much in the public so better hunt me during your free time. Alright I guess writing here helps me kill some time. I don’t want to space out that’s why.

“Thank you for the moments that we shared, even though its short I do believe that I’m going to treasure every second of those moments, I will never forget you and I will always be here for you. I want you to keep that in mind and heart. I Love You my ‘friend’ Thank you!!”

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