Bitter Sweet

I thank God for each other day he gives me. I’m enjoying my days as if nothing bad is happening, smiling as if I don’t carry any burden, doing everything as if my body doesn’t feel fatigue. But I don’t know why I can’t sleep tonight, I still have work early in the morning tomorrow. I can’t stop thinking about the things that happened in my life. I don’t know whether I need to cry or smile. I’m writing today because I believe this will help me let go of this thoughts that kept on bothering me.

There are a lot of good things happened to me, but I guess equivalent exchange really exist. When there are good things happening to your life, there will always be bad things that’ll happen eventually and vice versa. So after or before each smile there are always long faces. But I’m not going to let those bad things take over. I’ll keep looking on the bright side and keep moving forward but yes. I need to learn from everything, *I’m learning *

Gosh! I’m not really feeling great tonight, but I can’t sleep!! I’m reviewing morse codes right now hoping that thinking about this crazy dots and lines will help me feel sleepy.

I guess that is all I can say today, I can’t really think of anything nice to write because honestly… I’m bothered.. I don’t know why though, so I guess I’ll just try to go back to bed, close my eyes and hope that I will be able to sleep.

 

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pipez